Grief is the love I never got to share

I haven’t yet learned to live with grief and hope to one day be able to hold it within me like a friend rather than a enemy.
I grieve the loss of a stable family and a home that felt emotionally safe. But one thing that was a safe place was my grandad. I lost him a few years back I gave him cpr and tried to save him but I couldn’t there’s a gentle comfort in someone you love passing around everyone they loved but that guilt still is there of could I have saved him.
I lost my brother a year later.
I lost and grieve many pieces of my heart I have to romantic interests and friends who couldn’t hold it gently. But I’ll never regret giving love.
Anyone who’s reading this I’ve learnt from my grief to always love more alway call your loved once take the time to ask them about their life as I wish I did with my grandad and Brother. Tell them you love them as much as you can.
Grief is all the love we never got to give so I give all the love I can.

- Anonymous