Tanner

I spend my days hiding my feelings of loss and anger so my family doesn’t see it. I don’t want to cause them to have a rough day. I have no one to talk to. I cannot find a way to let go of my anger or say goodbye to Tanner.

He was the son I never had and the last male in our family line. When I’m alone at home I sing every sad song on my LostBoy playlist because I’m afraid if I don’t feel the pain anymore I won’t be capable of feeling anything. So I rip open that wound over and over again. I miss him beyond words

Written by - Anonymous